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Sleepless

I couldn't get to sleep despite being very tired last night. Kept myself awake with wild speculations and 'hallucinations' that affected my emotions greatly. Sometimes i felt i'm a great deceiver of myself, being easily deceived by my own speculations somehow. What began as a fictional thought, with some coercion from my mind, could become 'truth' to me. Not only so, all the 'what if's and 'if only's started to flood my mind one after another. Gosh... i didn't actually intend to type an emo post. oops.

Not gonna waste my recess week....
But i still covet a day of recreation... tee hee... =P

posted by Japheth @ 9:41 AM