Monday, July 31, 2006

Sentosa Night

Had matric day today. Shan't put in too much details, just that i saw alot of familiar faces, took a lot of brochures and freebies... and was pretty shagged.

Roastie, Anna and I met up at Harbourfront for dinner just now. It was really nice, just like the good old days. Despite not meeting up for quite a long time, we did not feel the distance at all... it felt like we've just left each other yesterday. We took the bus over to Sentosa and took a little walk down Palawan to Siloso beach before heading towards Sakae Sushi to have our dinner. So there we were, with our superior sushi set, 1 udon and 2 ramen, sitting by the beach, enjoying the tranquility of the night... great. After that, for old time's sake, we went to 'the rock'. Hee heee... our secret meet-up place in Sentosa. Oh well, seemed like someone either had too much gravitational pull on her(oops quite obvious hor!) or that she had grown weaker over the years, there seemed to be much difficulty climbing up the rock. hAha.

Last and not least
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEXIA!!
May you have a blessed birthday. And may you continue to grow and be built up in faith by the grace of Christ Jesus our Lord. =)

Sunday, July 30, 2006

Moses

Happy Bday Moses! Your mum's steamboat was superb!! REally had my fill. The coldboat was good too. hAhA. But i guessed someone did not enjoy the dinner as much for i was sitting beside him, censoring all the food that he could not eat, much to his utmost displeasure. WHo cares!! his health is in MY hands... it's my responsibility to do that... talking about professionalism. =)

Chef of the day!

The flower gals

Moses

Moses and family

Saturday, July 29, 2006

Sentosa Saturday

First and foremost, a happy 21st birthday to Jasper!
Went down to Sentosa today... and i shall let the pics do the talking. Rather brain-drained...

Jasper and I on the bus

Old Man In A Tree: I think the story is pretty lame

Digging for 'Gold'

A bastardised historical relic

i was really burning with rage when i saw how Sentosa painted the 2 battery boxes at the beach. They were HISTORICAL RELICS left behind during WW2 and i do not think putting such graffiti on them makes them any nicer. First was the bastardisation of Chinatown, now even these poor loyal battery posts that stood in defence of S'pore back in history could not escape the tragic fate of being smeared in silver and pink. The government ought to START respecting our heritage and history in regards to all these relics left behind. What an ironic thing to advocate National Education to the younger generation while at the same time destroying and bastardising our historical monuments one by one. i just could not understand their rationale.

Acting cute

GIMME THE ICECREAM

Pretty amused at her 'Chun Li' hairstyle

Storm was brewing... (Southernmost point)

i love orchids

these too!!

Camouflaged in red

Cotton under a cotton tree

Don't you agree the orchid resembles me?

Oh... adrian is 3909km away from us *sniff* we'll remember u

Friday, July 28, 2006

Cool Relaxing Friday

Spent the morning rollerblading in East Coast Park with roastie. Quite shagged out, for my pardner was on his bicycle while i had to practically sprint in my blades to catch up. Goodness... but it was good workout nevertheless... considering i will be eating alot and not exercising over the weekend. =P

Anyway, i had lots of close shave in regards to trip and fall. Those small wicked-looking land mines just kept tripping me throughout the whole trip. ARGH!! so super irritating. But thanks to my superb and impeccable skills, i did not make a fool of myself hee hee hee. Thank God.

Had lunch at Roastie's place. His place rEally brought back alot of memories. I was bathing in his bathroom when it dawned on me the time few years ago. It was before NATIONALS and i really almost had a nervous breakdown because of the stress from coach. "I EXPECT NOTHING LESS THAN A GOLD!" So i went over to his house, and we ended up playing some really obscure songs to perk us up...to motivate us. I know you guys are gonna faint/puke blood/be astounded/be confounded/be shocked/grow pale/drop jaw if you guys ever know what the song is. I shall not divulge. HAHA.

Oh, roastie brought me up to his roof attic. We lay down on the deckchairs at the balcony and chatted away. Gradually, i fell into state of slumber... it was just so comfortable. Cool gentle breeze, nice shade from the clouds, ooooh... lovely.

RELAXING


Nice rain... had such a great nap amidst the sound of raindrops thudding on my rooftop. zzzZZzzz

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Encounters

I was swimming in Bishan Pool today when this guy whom seemed super familiar to me approached me and asked me if he'd seen me before. Oh... he's one of the commando medics that came to taiwan for training during my taiwan tour as a senior medic. We had a short chat before he had to leave for lunch.

Kept bumping into people i seemed to know, but didn't know where they're from, thus paiseh to approach them to say hi. It's always the other party that takes the initiative. Speaks alot of my shyness. Hee hee...

Oh ya, while going home, i bumped into Wanyuan... And after that i was telling Jasper how come i kept bumping into people i know lately. He gave me the reply "cos s'pore very small mah... where else can you go anyway?"
quite true...

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Chicken Rice SEDAP!!

Haven't had really good chicken rice for ages until this afternoon, when Tony brought me to his food centre at Margaret Drive after our morning swim to have our lunch. It was this stall called 'xin ji'. It's pretty rare for me to order extra rice (knowing how health-concious i am) but the chicken, especially the chili was just too good. The chili especially, had this tinge of fragrance attached to it, a mild sweetness that captures the delight of your taste buds and the spiciness that does not numb as normal chili would. Also the garlic ginger was my ultimate pleasant surprise for i really enjoyed the delectable experience of its complimenting of the tender chicken meat. Ok... that won't be the last time... hAhA.

Cecilia's last class on the Book of Jonah tonight was the most insightful. Not only did it disturbed me, it comforted me at the same time. The Book of Jonah was written so that we might see God. It is a story to reveal God, gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and abundant in lovingkindness, and one who relents concerning calamity. (Jonah 4:2) Although God was not responsible for or answerable to Jonah, He took great pains to teach Jonah and us about His compassion despite Jonah being angry with God for saving Nineveh. God desires more than mere obedience. He wants His servants to understand His character; to share His viewpoint, to be like Him and love all people. A great reminder to me... how sometimes we fall into this 'self-serving' theology, caring more for our own creature comforts than for the people around us.

Monday, July 24, 2006

JB Again!

First and foremost, i seriously have no idea what's wrong with blogger nowadays. It loads as slow as a snail and that no photos can be uploaded to the web. Gosh... see if the blogger peeps will rectify it within the next few days.

Yup, i went down to JB City Square to sing again. This time with Jasper. After KTV, we went to watch 'The Lakehouse' featuring Keanu Reeves and Sandra Bullock. I have to say that that movie tix were really CHEAP... 4 bucks sing dollars loh. The show was really nice, i enjoyed it tremendously. But i have to forwarn you guys that i am a digger into romantic shows so for those people who adore action and gore, this show is definitely NOT for you. For those people who are nice, romantic, sensitive, full of wisdom and charm, yup.. you will definitely enjoy the show. Hee hee.

dead tired now... zzz

Went down to TCU this morning. No no no...i don't have TB!



NEWAY KTV @ JB CitySquare

Jasper and I ... the Heavenly Kings... =P

Comfort from the Pulpit

Therefore we do not lose heart, but though our outer man is decaying, yet our inner man is being renewed day by day. For momentary, light affliction is producing for us an eternal weight of glory far beyond all comparison, while we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen; for the things which are seen are temporal, but the things which are not seen are eternal. (2 Corinthians 4:16-18)

A great source of comfort for me when Pastor Jian was speaking on the pulpit. Indeed, God's Word disturbs the comfort and comforts the disturb... during which today it was the latter.

It seems like i've reached another turning point in my life. It's really time to step out... to recognise His Calling to the spiritual gift which He has freely given to me.

Oremus Pro Invicem

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Happy Bday Justin! [cum 500th post]

My mom left for Kukup in the morning with her bunch of kah kees. My sister left for Hong Kong in the afternoon to meet her boyfriend who is working there. So my dad and i were left alone in Singapore. Pretty nice, since i never like the way my mom switches on all the available radios in the house (even when she's asleep) creating such a din i always have to switch them all off out of annoyance. Finally some radio-free peace at home. (i enjoy silence... peace... tranquility and hate noise)Haha. And it was glad to know that my sis will be meeting up with her bf in Hong Kong, for i think she must've missed her boyfriend very much.

Went down to Furama Riverfront to attend Justin's birthday dinner. It was really great to be able to see everyone in the team. Meet some really long-time-no-see people like Alex, Lay May, Alexia etc (not to mention myself too oops). Time flies indeed.

Last but not least...Happy 500th entry to my blog. haha.

Friday, July 21, 2006

Inspired Once More

Was pretty glad to find myself a day when i could just lax and not be busy. Was inspired to be a teacher yesterday, and guess what... i went into 2nd round of inspiration to be a good medic today. Haha. After QT and breakfast, i plopped myself on my sofa couch and began my 'band of brothers' marathon part 2 (Part 6-10). I think it's Part 6 or 7 which put its focus on the platoon medic, Eugene. He was so zai3. Really! Not only did he fulfil his primary responsibility in the field by attending to the wounded, he also took care of the morale, the psychological state as well as welfare of the troopers. Suddenly i felt so proud to be a medic. For a moment i really felt like going to war (but thank God that moment was short-lived).

Went for a swim in the afternoon...

Had dinner with my dad and mom downstairs. We had XO fish bee hoon and i think the chef added in too much XO i did felt a bit tipsy after 2 bowls. My mom's face was so red that i think 1 more bowl might just got her drunk. Haha.

Had an unexpected visitor tonite. That's why i'm here typing this blog now, daren't go to my living room. I'm super shy...

Thursday, July 20, 2006

MOE Induction

Went down for MOE Induction today. And as regard to what i've said last night about it being a waste of time, i totally take back my words.

i have been willingly brainwashed by MOE. It is indeed pure joy and pride to be in this big organisation. Yes indeed, being a teacher is not easy, but the rewards reaped is so much fulfilling than just earning big bucks. I mean like in the words of one of the speakers, the things you make with your hands is much more valuable than what you buy with money. And the sharing given by the principal of Northlight School really stirred up my heart that i really was touched to tears... motivated greatly and inspired beyond measure.

No longer will i sneer at MOE again. =)

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

*sigh*

*a short post as i have to wake up early to go for this MOE Induction Prog at Civil Service College which i truly believe in my utmost sincerity and honesty that it might turn out to be a waste of 7 hours of my life which could be better well-spent on sleeping.*

Went gymming and swimming today at Bishan with Jasper.
Lesson learnt: Always have breakfast before engaging in exercises. A swim right after gym without proper breakfast will land you in fatigue or starry-eyed.

Went to S11 to have Ban Mian for lunch.
Lesson learnt: THe standard of the Ban Mian just kept dropping and dropping. I supposed the next time i go it might just become 'plain water mee'.

*yawn* zzZZzz
its really not in any part of my desire to go to CSC tmr though it's just across the road... argh!!

bAnD oF bRoThErS

The Screwtape Letters by C.S Lewis really pierced deeply into my heart. It slowly peeled and exposed the ugly side of my inner self layer by layer... till i could only bow down and hold on to the grace of God for the salvation and sanctification of my soul.

In the words of Jeremiah the prophet, "Our hearts are deceitful above all things, and desperately sick...", how often do we deceived ourselves to live a life 'for God' when in actual fact it was but a clever concealment of our self-centredness? How often do you hear people giving the advice "follow your heart" or "listen to that voice in your heart" or "your heart has the answer"? I dare say that most of the time 'listening to your heart' leads people to make really disastrous decision. Our heart is tainted by sin, and can never be trusted. If we do not keep a clear-head, having the council of our conscience and the Word of God to know what is morality, there is absolutely no way to know what is right or wrong. From my last post i did mentioned about 'majority' being the gauge for morality. Some might even add in to say that as long as 'i feel that it's right' means it's right. Some might also agree that as long as what i do does not harm another person it's not wrong. Hmmm... on first glance, these two statements do seem to be correct. However, who dare to be certain his feeling is right? who dare to be certain what he does will not have a negative consequence to others? If i feel that killing Hitler is right bcos i hated him for starting WWII and i killed him (not in accordance to law but by pure feeling of 'justified' hatred), doesn't that action of killing him makes me a murderer too?
For me, i truly know what being moral is all about, for our Holy Father has revealed them to us in His Word. And only by Him we know what's the absolute right and what's the absolute wrong.

Watched 5 episodes of Band of Brothers today in the afternoon and one scene caught my attention. It was this sergeant (or officer) talking to Pte Blyde. He said something along the line of "in the battleground, we have already presumed ourselves to be dead... so that we could have the courage to fight."

I was thinking to myself... how true to apply it to us ambassadors. When we're out there on the spiritual battleground, fighting alongside with the angelic majesties, how often do we lack courage to fight. Do we even know how to use our shield of faith and wield the sword of the Holy Spirit? (Ephesians 6) If we truly learn from these soldiers, to 'presume ourselves as dead', we would surely have the courage to join in this spiritual warfare. I have been crucified with Christ; and it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself up for me. (Galatians 2:20) I think the problem of us lacking courage is in the root of our old-self not completely dead yet. May God have mercy on us. But on our part, just as soldiers needs training to fight in a war, we need to be trained too. All Scripture is inspired by God and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, for training in righteousness; so that the man of God may be adequate, equipped for every good work. (2 Tim 2:16-17) Think that spelt our really clearly, studying and obeying God's Word is essential to be 'adequately equipped for every good work'.

In addition, want to thank my dear bro for lending me the tie for the upcoming induction prog at CSC. Yeah, since i harbour the wrong motive, might as well... oops.

On the last note, wanna end off with an encouragement from the Bible

Let us not lose heart in doing good, for in due time we will reap if we do not grow weary. So then, while we have opportunity, let us do good to all people, and especially to those who are of the household of the faith. (Galatians 6:9-10)

Oremus pro invicem - let us pray for one another

Monday, July 17, 2006

The Pilgrim's Regress

I'm sure more people will be familar with "The Pilgrim's Progress" by John Bunyan than "The Pilgrim's Regress" by C.S. Lewis. Just to give a short brief intro of these 2 books, "The Pilgrim's Progress" is an allegorical piece of writing depicting the life of a Christian from the day he was called, to the day of salvation, to the day of glorification. "The Pilgrim's Regress" is also an allegorical piece of writing depicting the thoughts and actions of a Seeker (of meaning of life) from 'popular realism' to Philosophical Idealism; from Idealism to Pantheism; from Pantheism to Theism; and from Theism to Christianity.

Got me into fits of philosophical thinking... which i couldn't recall when was the last time i got the neurons in my brain to work out so much. But indeed i was reminded of Ecclesiastes, where King Solomon lamented about the futility of life.

How can us mortals keep living in this self-deception that we are never going to die? How can us human beings keep living in this self-delusion that death is the full-stop to one's life? Does it really take a tragedy to force a person claustrophobic within an airtight coffin to understand what is this fear that gripped him at the point of death? My dear brother always tells me that he is bewildered how people can continue to live in this world full of fears that are properly hidden (for fear that they be exposed)without any assurance of any hope. Man living his life right down to destruction and yet they do not know it. Man working laboriously to constantly satisfy their desires, not knowing that their desires can never be satisfied. What is the point then... when all hard work will be in vain? when all desires can never be satisfied? What is the meaning of this hungry fruition and this emptiness which is the best filling?

It baffles me to see people living in empty hopes... hope for world peace... hope for no disasters... hope for cure to every sickness in the world... and it all comes back to the same end... empty hopes. Are we human so naive to think that the world will be a better place with advanced technologies and scientific breakthroughs?

'Iron will eat the world's old beauty up.
Girder and grid and gantry will arise,
Iron forest of engines will arise,
Criss-cross of iron crotchet. For your eyes
No green or growth. Over all, the skies
Scribbled from end to end with boasts and lies.
(When Adam ate the irrevocable apple, Thou
Saw'st beyond death the resurrection of the dead.)

'Clamour shall clean put out the voice of wisdom,
The printing-presses with their clapping wings,
Fouling your nourishment. Harpy wings,
Filling your minds all day with foolish things,
Will tame the eagle Thought: till she sings
Parrot-like in her cage to please dark kings.
(When Israel descended into Egypt, Thou
Didst purpose both the bondage and the coming out.)

'The new age, the new art, the new ethic and thought,
And fools crying, Because it has begun
It will continue as it has begun!
The wheel run fast, therefore the wheel will run
Faster for ever. The old age is done,
We have new lights and see without the sun.
(Though they lay flat the mountains and dry up the sea,
Wilt thou yet change, as though God were a god?)'

C.S. Lewis


War, diseases, disasters are all results of man's fallen nature. By our own wretched sinful nature, how can we trust ourselves to make this world a better place? Dare anyone say he has never harbour an evil thought in his heart? Dare anyone say he or she has never cast a lustful thought on a man or woman? Actions might not show, but the thoughts and intents of one's heart has become our traitor. Who can claim to be righteous, for even morality in itself has become the slave of the 'majority' today. A person weeping over a case of abortion condoning the idea of pre-marital sex. A person mourning over his loss of job condoning the idea of piracy. Just in case you do not see... they are OXY-MORONS. Indeed i would dare to harbour the idea of the society being Oxy-moronic...or in actual fact... moronic if the present evidences do suffice.

The situation seemed hopeless doesn't it? Fear not, I wwill shed some light to you... that as long as you solve the problem of sin... there will indeed be peace, there will indeed be a new Garden of Eden. However, no matter how hard you might try, no mortal can solve this problem of sin. And i'll stress this again...NO ONE.

Quit the pretense and seek what is worthwhile, for all the rest are futile. Haven't we realised that we are but slaves to Time? The master is ticking every second, our remaining breaths depleting at a constant speed... Let us not be asleep in our slumber which indeed may be an eternal one. Seek the Truth... for there could only be one Truth. If there could only be one Law of Physics that explains the working of the things around us... by logical deduction... there could only be one truth. So now the question: What is the truth?

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Happy 40th Anniversary

Today is the 40th Anniversary of QCMC. So we had our service and celebration in the afternoon, followed by a banquet at night. Oh well, i was given the title 'official prawn peeler' due to my superb skill in peeling prawns at a constant fast speed. hAhA. oh well... more like servant to my table of hungry vultures (i mean only the youngsters...not the oldies)

Jinkuang, Me, Zhenwei, Wanxin, Huijun and Ruth - the Vultures


The '85s Justin, SHengyu, Zhenwei, Me, HongEn and Qiming


Spent the afternoon reading "The Pilgrim's Regress" by C.S. Lewis. A pretty challenging book to conquer... really intellectual stuff... need more of these kind of books to work out my brains for Uni.

mY aCtiNg cOntRact iS eXpiRiNg sOOn! yEaH!

YES! Just as the title as mentioned, my acting contract is expiring soon! YEAH!! Also got to know from Elton and Kenny today that theirs were expiring around the same date as me...on Monday. What a long-awaited vacation all of us deserved. THat 'shy' irritant finally will be off his self-proclaimed 'global citizen' hometown (S'pore) back to his kangaroo land and get skin cancer for all i care. HAHA!

Adrian's last weekend in S'pore was first spent in ECP blading with us (comprising of Elton, Kenny, Jasper and I) It was pretty nice as i get to know more about Jasper (who really is rather shy - and not the adrian tong kind of 'shy')and get to hang out with yandaos like Kenny Tan (i can't say bad things abt him cos he is my lovey-dovey driver), cool dudes like Elton (HANDSOME 20 DOLLARS!) and 'shy creature' adrian tong sheng hao.

At Bedok Jetty


Elton and Jasper taking a breather


Thank you Kenny for the ride home.


Adrian and Kenny acting stupid... while the rest were sane

Saturday, July 15, 2006

HC Gathering

Went for a swim this afternoon. Was pretty elated cos i kept lapping this ang moh guy swimming free style beside me. HAHA. He looked pretty strong, with abs and all... but still hahaha... sorry... i better start solving this problem of self-egomaniaism. =P

Went down to SKS in the afternoon to get some inspiration for the sharing during fellowship. To think i bought on impulsion C.S. Lewis Screwtape Letters as well as The Waning Authority of Christ in Churches by A.W. Tozer... I just could not resist them... pls pardon me... *sniff*

In the evening, i hopped over to Outram Mrt Station to meet up with Elton before setting off to meet the rest of the ppl at Marina Bay. I happened to chance upon a rare sight. SMRT personnels giving out pamphlets outside the station. I would be the most interested to find out what brochures SMRT will give out to the public. It was a notice to inform people that there is a free SMRT link to Chinatown and Little India on weekends and public holidays, 11am to 10pm.

1)Outram Park to Chinatown
Outram Park MRT Stn -> People's Park Complex -> Chinatown Point -> Outram Pk MRT Stn

2)Dhoby Ghaut to Chinatown
Dhoby Ghaut MRT Stn Driveway/Roundabout -> Bus Stop opp Shell House -> People's Park Complex -> Bus Stop opp Shell House -> Dhoby Ghaut MRT Stn Driveway/Roundabout

3)Dhoby Ghaut to Little India
Macdonald House -> Selegie Centre -> Tekka Mall -> Bus Stop opp Burlington Square -> Macdonald House

There...a bit of advertisement space for SMRT!

SMRT Staff giving pamphlets


Anyway... i find this ad very cute


Elton and I were the earliest to reach marina bay. So we went to the arcade to kill some time. So we played our favourite 'shakey gun' and Law Enforcer 3. Pretty ex... but fun nevertheless.

When MSG Seah and Adrian arrived shortly after, we went to CHong Pang Steamboat Buffet to have our dinner.

The group at the DINNER

Friday, July 14, 2006

KTV Melayu

Lee Choon, Tony and I went over to our neighbour country to sing KTV. Yes... sounds crazy... and in actual fact i think we were. HAHA.

On Bus 170 to Malaysia


I was being a paranoid along the way... kept having this bad feeling that i will be robbed. Seriously speaking, i really was fearful of being robbed in malaysia. I will never have a sense of security over the causeway.

Anyway we went to this NEWAY KTV at this shopping complex (which i've since forgotten the name) and it was pretty cool. We sang from 1800 to 2230, inclusive of 2 complimentary drinks and dinner buffet. It all added up to 103 ringgit which was... 50 bucks sing... 17 bucks a person? that's pretty cheap if you asked me.

Me, Lee Choon and Tony


Now i know where we can go for KTV... heh heh

Thursday, July 13, 2006

An Insightful Article

We do need to look into our hearts, as well as the hearts of the receivers before we start to reach out to them. A great reminder for all Ambassadors of Christ.

The Pastor as Prophet
The Role of Spiritual Discernment in Preaching Repentance

By Jay Wegter

The prerequisite to diagnosing the spiritual state of our hearers is for
us to be accomplished at ruthless honesty in our own state of affairs. The
Lord teaches His servant to diagnose his own heart and then preach to
himself the appropriate message. The minister prepared by God has been
through deep waters; All Thy breakers and Thy waves have rolled over me (Ps
42:7). By engulfing the shepherd in “breakers,” God gives His man much
practice in the probing of his own ways.

The man who is to be God’s instrument is subjected to a personal regimen of
identifying in himself what makes his heart sickly. As C. S. Lewis said, I
have my own heart as a reference [for understanding depravity].

In this age of spiritual froth and foam, of more heat than light, we count
ourselves rich to find more than a hand full of friends and brothers who
wish to converse about the preciousness of Christ. There are times where we
have to be more like Chafer who told a stranger who wished to join his
conversation concerning the deep things of God, “No, you know nothing of the
matter.”

In our relations and in our ministry it is wisdom to pursue consistency in
our doctrine of God and man. Therefore it behooves us to know the spiritual
condition of our hearers when we preach. Our expectations must be in
keeping with what we know of the spiritual health of our listeners.

This does not mean for a moment that it is pragmatic to limit our thinking
as to what God may wish to do. There may be a Zaccheus in your congregation
who repents of his theft and covetousness in the same hour as your sermon.
Yes, we are to preach always expecting God to do great things.

We cannot see the wind, but we see the trees bent over by its force. So
also God’s Spirit may blow among our hearers and bend them contrary to their
natures. But at the same time we ought to consider that our Savior in His
earthly ministry continually spoke of the heart condition of His hearers;
you cannot hear my word (Jn 8:43).

It was Pascal who said every man constantly chooses what he perceives to be
in the interest of his own happiness; even the man who hangs himself. What
a mighty work of God’s grace it requires for a man to be constrained by the
love of Christ; to set aside faithless self interest and to take up his
cross daily.

Because men (even outwardly religious men), do not truly fear God, they do
not care when their personal word is allowed to miscarry. Personal
integrity is at a very low ebb in this country; even among professing
believers. The old slogan, thy word is thy bond has fallen before the new
gods of expedience and pragmatism.

We observe double-mindedness frequently in our conversations. People
promise recklessly, but do not follow through. This is not right. We are
to reflect and imitate our Heavenly Father whose Word never fails.
Promising is easy, keeping our promise is frequently inconvenient – but a
true test of character. It is often in the small things that we manifest
holiness and the fear of God (John Newton).

When dealing with a man whose pride of life manifests itself as the
“power-broker” type, we may hear from him ostensible words of friendship.
Yet on the inside, he may never let you outside of the cross-hairs of his
unsanctified ambitions. Yes love believes all things, but love also needs
to be as wise as a serpent because we are dealing with depraved men.

Apart from a miracle of God, do not expect a man who regularly bribes his
own conscience to allow you to inform his conscience of God’s standard. Do
not expect a man who has a low view of Scripture to suddenly raise his view
of God’s Word to the level that you maintain as God’s servant.

Don’t speak to a profane man about the preciousness of the things of God.
Your delight in the things of God will not stay with him any longer than the
sound waves of your voice will remain in his physical ear. Don’t speak to a
man enmeshed in lust, sin, and self-deception about the joys of obedience as
if he could extricate himself in a moment and begin walking the ancient
path. Don’t speak to a double-minded man as if he were a man of principle
who thinks by means of the biblical grid.

Shall we speak to churchmen who are deep in the world as if they are
following Christ and hating their lives in this world? Would you speak to
an empire-builder, and not expect him to view you as a potential brick? Our
genuine brethren are those who have forsaken this world for a city whose
architect and builder is God (Heb 11:10).

When dealing with the self-righteous, remember that you cannot help a man
who thinks he has no problem, nor can you help a man who thinks you are the
problem, nor can you help a man who does not believe that you are sent by
God to help him.

Through His Word the Lord builds, rules, preserves, and perfects His Church.
Through His Word He calls back strays and crushes the hearts of the
impenitent. Through His Word He ravishes our souls; He persuades us of His
goodness and love; He conquers us and makes us willing and affectionate
subjects.

Therefore our task as preachers and prophets is to know the condition of the
flock that we might rightly divide the Word in this sense – choose the
passage which is fitted to their state of affairs.

The book of Proverbs is intended to cure our naiveté about men simply
needing information in order to be good. The cure comes by way of a
detailed explication of the machinations of the human heart. The book of
Proverbs presents a vivid contrast between two paths; wisdom and folly.
Wisdom is work; it is a path that is contrary to our natures; men naturally
prefer the folly path.

In order to truly preach as a prophet, we will have to be familiar with the
modus operandi of the lower nature. The Apostle Paul heard about the
pecking order that had arisen in Corinth. His converts had precipitated
toward a realized eschatology – they wanted to live as kings in the present.
They eschewed the reproach of Christ. The Apostle knew that only a steady
diet of Christ and Him crucified could bring down the Dagon they had erected
in honor of fleshly wisdom.

Consider Paul’s challenge – he was dealing with fellow believers, fellow
heirs who, but for his apostleship, had equal footing before God. No wonder
he was in fear and trembling in their midst – for he had to confront their
carnal wisdom without appearing proud, without exasperating them, without
harming their friendship, without harshness.

He would preach love, but at the same time address every abuse. He
emphasized his spiritual fatherhood in their case – but what a testy
congregation. They were proud, fussy, ungrateful, backbiters, sensual, and
ready to betray Paul for the approval of the false apostles.

Paul was very careful in the matter of receiving financial donations. Not
that he couldn’t use the money; he was frequently homeless (1 Cor 4:11).
The reason he was so cautious in the matter of potential donors was because
he, as a prophet, knew the heart of man.

He knew the subtle reasonings that take place when people give money to men,
but never really give it to the Lord (thoughts of obligation, superiority,
and control). As a consequence, Paul tended to restrict the reception of
his financial support to the church at Philippi; the church of brotherly
love; the church that loved Paul (Phil 4:15-18).

When Paul was dealing with people and local bodies who needed repentance, he
made it a habit to not receive money from them. Repentance is hard enough
work – it can be even more difficult if the preacher receives money from the
impenitent parties.

The person who lacks repentance in his life is wedded to his lusts and
consequent fears. Each day he procrastinates, the task of repentance grows
ever more daunting and undesirable. What started as a “rock pile,” has
become an Everest. The thought of “bulldozing” so much ensconced sin is
withering to his spirit. He cannot conceive of altering his life patterns
and bearing the consequences of his sin. He fears change more than God
Almighty.

(Preaching repentance is not only the hammer of the Word breaking up rock;
it is also the matchless hope and mercy of Christ. In Him there is a refuge
so ample that His grace will support us when we abandon ourselves to Him.
In true repentance there is the free fall factor; the penitent man casts his
welfare upon the Lord; he desists from self-directed living. We always
display Christ’s willingness to “catch” the repenter.)

The man of God, like a SEAL team member, is strategically inserted by his
Lord into situations that call for repentance. Now the man of God is a
prophet in this sense; he makes a penetrating application of God’s Word to
the specific need of the sinner. As such, the man of God comes to symbolize
to the impenitent man all of the rejected appointments with God that the
sinner has habitually cancelled.

Winsome as he may be, the man of God remains a disturbing irritant to the
impenitent man. The very appearance of the prophet is a walking reminder to
the impenitent man of the standing idols he yet tolerates.

Our Savior, and the holy prophets of old, caused discomfort by their very
presence. Jesus was hated by His unbelieving hearers because He testified
to men that their deeds were evil (Jn 7:7). Jesus warned His followers that
if they were faithful, they too would be hated by the world (Jn 15:18-16:3).


Spirit-empowered preaching produces an inevitable clash. When men are so
clearly confronted with what God says about their sin, they either do the
painful work of repentance, OR they discredit God’s messenger. It requires
a supernatural work of God for men to smash their cherished idols without a
backward glance toward Sodom.

Delayed repentance and compromise are always found together. God’s prophets
are used to snatch away what the impenitent man regards as morally neutral
ground. A prophet makes the issues black and white. He shines God’s light
upon compromises that have become the status quo.

The O.T. is replete with examples of confrontation by God’s prophets who
bring the sin of hesitating between two opinions to a crisis point of
repentance. At certain points in Israel’s history, the dividing line
between obedience and disobedience became a literal line in the sand (Ex
32:26, 27).

After the golden calf incident, Moses stood at the gate of the camp and
cried out, “Whoever is for the Lord come to me!” Those who didn’t were
immediately slain with the sword.

In the incident of Korah’s rebellion, Aaron took his stand between the dead
and the living to make atonement (Num 16:48). Allegiance to God’s Word
sometimes took the visible form of the penitent standing beside the prophet
who had spoken God’s truth.

What God occasionally did visibly in ancient times – placing the prophet
between the living and the dead, He still does spiritually today. The man
of God is there speaking the truth. Eternal issues are at stake. The truth
from his mouth is a watershed like the Continental Divide. Two paths, two
lifestyles, and two destinies are at stake.

What an awesome responsibility it is to speak for God to men. God’s truth
in the mouth of a prophet pulls back the calluses of the heart. Men are cut
to the quick. When they repent, fruitfulness and blessing follow.

The impenitent man is an enigma. He opposes his own soul’s welfare. His
sin has produced spiritual insanity. He studiously works to keep repentance
at bay. As men of God, we must know how the heart of the impenitent man
operates. We must understand that he secretly hopes to find evidence of
hypocrisy in us so that our message can be discounted.

It is an insightful, but unnerving thought that the believers at Corinth,
under the influence of the false apostles, were tempted to begin searching
for hypocrisy in Paul (2 Cor 10:10).

We must know what lies at the root of this tendency to discredit God’s man.
So bitter is the prospect of repentance to the impenitent man that he will
do anything to avoid it. This fact must strongly condition our optimism;
Satan holds men in a state of impenitence (2 Tim 2:25, 26). Therefore,
facing what we are up against with utter realism is necessary. If we are
willing to do so, it will have the conciliatory effect of driving us to hope
in God’s power alone for change in our hearers.

We live in a culture of niceness and flattery; people wear a veneer – it’s a
necessary part of “good manners” in our land. Our listeners may praise us
with sweet words and moist eyes, but at the same time internally strengthen
their reasons to remain impenitent.

One of the most shocking examples of a spiritual veneer is found in the book
of Jeremiah. The prophet’s entourage of Jewish expatriates cast their
request in the most spiritual language possible. Jeremiah, pray for us to
find God’s will – we will do whatever the Lord says to do (Jer 42:2-6).

Ten days later the Lord answers Jeremiah. God reveals to the prophet their
entrenched idolatry and their wicked plan to return to Egypt. When Jeremiah
verbally uncovers their motives, the people turn upon him like vicious
animals. They accuse him of lying to them.

The resultant exchange ends with the apostate people uttering a blasphemous
attack upon God’s Word; we will carry out every word that has proceeded from
our mouths (Jer 44:17).

It’s amazing that the people made the decision to approach Jeremiah in the
first place; asking him to pray for God’s will and pledging their commitment
to obey the direction God would give through him. During the 10 days of
waiting on the Lord, God revealed to Jeremiah the contents of the peoples’
hearts. The outwardly spiritual congregation wanted to assuage their guilty
consciences by involving God’s man in their plans!

Nothing has changed in 2700 years. Those who are both religious and
impenitent still want to entangle God’s prophet in their carnal endeavors in
order to “Christianize” their worldly ambitions.

How devastating it has been for many ministers to come to the realization
that people under his care have regarded him merely as a “spiritual mascot”
– just along for the ride. When apostate Christianity is in league with the
love of mammon and the values of economic Babylon, the pastor may have
little more influence than a chaplain on a Carnival cruise ship. His
presence may even assist men in bribing consciences, while the moral
direction of the ship remains unchanged.

Nothing tests a man like the offer of honor, security, and financial
resources.

How true it is – the fear of man keeps many men from warning the flock.
Honor and money are at stake. Pastor John O. Anderson who has spoken in the
parliaments of five western countries in defense of the unborn said the
following: At times the only thing that separates a false prophet from a
true prophet is that the false prophet refuses to warn.

When honor and money are lavished upon a man of God it can have a corrupting
influence. Frequently those in a position to lavish the money and honor are
in the habit of looking to that duo for their own sense of value and
completeness. Is it any wonder that their bestowal can be a tacit
invitation to enter a temporal value system?

“Love believes all things, but that does not include gullibility. It means
rather, that the believer is not to be suspicious. If however sin is
evident, the believer must judge it and support its discipline” (Wycliffe
Bible Commentary, p. 1252).

Proverbs addresses the gullibility that is inherent in us. In a nearly
comical use of hyperbole, the verse states that if we are given to appetite
we should rather put a knife to our throat than eagerly eat the delicacies
offered by a wealthy ruler (Prov 23:2). Why? -- Because the food and the
compliments belie the fact that the man wants something from us. By his
gifts, he intends to obligate his guest.

So also the man of God is tested by the promises of his hearers
to make him comfortable in this life. Paul was hypersensitive in these
matters. He was careful about receiving financial support from the
Corinthians. He wished to avoid any spurious charges coming from the false
apostles that he preached for mercenary reasons; therefore it was Paul’s aim
to preach the Gospel without pay.

He says in 1 Corinthians 9:12, If others share the right over
you [of financial support], do we not more? Nevertheless, we did not use
this right, but we endure all things, that we may cause no hindrance to the
gospel of Christ. (Paul was able to do what most of us are simply unable to
do because of the cost of living we face. He was able to be incredibly
selective about his financial support.)

God’s prophet may be frequently tested in this very issue; the issue of
resources offered to him by his listeners. Paul is clear in 1 Corinthians 9
that the minister has the right to live by his preaching of the Gospel. But
in our study of the human heart, we need to know how our supporters are
tempted to think.

Money is commonly given with strings attached. It requires an act of faith
and love for the believer to give to God’s workers as unto the Lord with no
strings attached.

How strong in Christ the man of God must be, for the praise and resources of
men call out to him to enter an unspoken contract. And what are the terms
of the unspoken contract? Very simply they are -- we will make you
comfortable if you make us comfortable. Do not disturb our lifestyles. Do
not upset us. We have hired you. You belong to us. You are our paid
teacher, our employee. We will be charitable toward you if you pronounce us
spiritually well.

There is no cynicism here. Every prophet of God of every age faced the same
offer of the unspoken contract. Every prophet had to decide if the Word of
God was to be bound or loosed in his ministry. Every prophet had to come to
terms with a loss of popularity if he preached the whole counsel of God.

The man of God stands between two worlds. He stands between God and man.
Both exert pressure upon him. If a man says that he doesn’t feel this
pressure, he may have already sold his soul. Feeling the pressure is
necessary if the man of God is to be able to say at the end of his ministry,
I am innocent of the blood of all men. For I did not shrink from declaring
to you the whole purpose of God (Acts 20:27, 28).

Every prophet of God must walk so closely with his Lord that he does not
fear being in the minority. Under the reign of King Ahab, Micaiah was
beckoned to give his prophecy to a packed house. Ahab and Jehoshaphat were
there; the un-anointed prophets were there as well. Micaiah was “primed”
ahead of time by the king’s messenger, make certain that your prophecy is
favorable just as the prophecy of the other prophets will be (1 Ki 22:13).

Micaiah was the lone voice of truth. He was threatened with incarceration
for speaking the Word of God. He did not back down.

Speaking the truth can be provocative. It may stir up a hornets’ nest in an
instant. In our faithfulness, shall we expect a life of honor when our Lord
was so often reproached?

In Luke 4 the synagogue congregation was filled with wonder at the gracious
words which were falling from the lips of Jesus (4:22). Our Lord chose not
to ride that wave of popularity. Instead He spoke truth which He knew would
be inflammatory.

As the promised Prophet, He was willing to be provocative. By stating that
God had cared for a Gentile widow and a Gentile leper at the time of
Israel’s apostasy, Jesus effectively turned 700 years of historical
revisionism on its ear.

The response of the congregation to a right interpretation of Israel’s
history was murderous rage. Jesus had dared to touch the sacred nerve of
national Jewish privilege. Today’s prophet will be daring (at God’s
command) as well to speak truth that he knows has the potential to provoke.

There are key chapters in Scripture which describe for us the startling
contrast between a shepherd and a hireling (Jn 10 and Ez 34 especially).
The hireling tailors his message to the tastes of his hearers. The more
they pay him, the more he flatters them. Thus says the Lord concerning the
prophets who lead My people astray; when they have something to bite with
their teeth, they cry “Peace,” but against him who puts nothing in their
mouths, they declare holy war (Mi 3:5).

There are two O.T. individuals that stand out in bold relief as “prophets
for hire” – the Levite of Judges 17-18, and Balaam. The Scripture holds
them up as negative examples, as object lessons; one with some N.T.
commentary (Balaam), and one with no N.T. commentary.

I site them in this document because there are insights to be
gained by studying those who “employed” their services. The prophets
themselves are so egregious in their behavior, and so clearly hirelings in
character that the lessons from their failures are ineluctable.

The Levite who was hired to superintend the worship of a
household idol received a substantial pay raise when he was he was stolen by
a band of raiders who offered him the role of “chaplain” to their band of
600 (Judges 17-18). The Scripture says of the Levite (upon receiving his
“promotion”), And the priest’s heart was glad, and he took the ephod and
household idols and the graven image, and went among the people (Judges
18:20).

The tragedy of the Levite’s compromise is captured in the final
verse of the chapter, So they set up for themselves Micah’s graven image
which he had made, all the time that the house of God was at Shiloh (Judges
18:31). So fully did the Levite become the puppet of this murderous band
that the priest’s actions proved to be the catalyst that established
regional idolatry in the city of Dan.

Balaam is the most well-known prophet for hire in the Bible. 2
Peter, Jude, and Revelation all refer to him as teaching wickedness for pay.
His negative example is so vivid and hideous that it’s unlikely that we see
much relevance in his account to the kinds of temptations that assault us.

King Balak somehow knew in his heart that the prophet Balaam was
corruptible.

His pleas to allow Balaam to be enriched by him finally prevailed. Yet,
Balaam’s initial testimony to King Balak is at first impressive, Whatever
the Lord speaks, that I must do (Num 23:26).

The king’s offer of wealth and honor lodged in Balaam’s heart
like a serpent’s egg ready to hatch. Once it hatched, Balaam ran with the
same madness that was at first restrained by the “obstinate” talking donkey.


The second time God did not restrain the prophet. The prophet,
mad for his reward, ran to King Balak and sold him a wicked plan that would
make Israel stumble. We marvel that the holy prophecies that passed through
Balaam’s mind and lips were not believed by the very prophet who spoke them.
Scripture says that Balaam loved the wages of unrighteousness (2 Pet 2:15).

Sometimes the cost of standing between the dead and the living
is to take no reward. Our Lord is the highest example of this kind of
sacrifice. Christ Jesus indirectly warns his disciples that fidelity to Him
may put us in situations where foxes and birds may have better
accommodations than we do (Luke 9:58).

Repentance is like defying gravity. Nature opposes every
effort. True repentance is always a miracle – it is Holy Spirit induced and
enabled -- through the agency of God’s Word in the mouth of the prophet. The
mind of man raises a thousand arguments to delay repentance yet again. The
prophet cannot afford to have anything in his manner of life one of those
thousand reasons not to repent. For repentance is the business of readiness
for heaven.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

mEEtiNGs

i admit, i seriously have an utter distaste for meetings. FIrst and foremost, i'm a very shy fella so i'm not exactly comfy in a big crowd (especially with people i dun really quite know). Secondly, the aircon was so cold throughout the whole meeting... bRRRRR!!... To think that there will still be more to come... i'm being double-minded now... oh no...

oh by the way, i went to get some chocolate truffles from Lianghui this afternoon. To tell you guys the truth (yes i admit i'm a mountain tortoise), i've never eaten truffles before. I was just telling him i thought truffles would be like Muah Chee. HAHAHA. Anyway they were really nice...of style and quality. Do try some... *trying to help him advertise haha*

Julius truffles... your choice of truffles (i made it sound pretty bad haven;t i?)

Past Days

Went for CVCF Orientation Camp from Monday till tues nite. Actually the camp ends on Wednesday late morning. But bcos i need to go for Cecilia's Tuesday night classes (we're doing Book of Jonah currently), so i have to leave early. A big apology to my group members and dearest leader Jieying.

It was pretty funny cos Hong En and I went to Tiong Bahru Mrt Station to meet the CVCF peeps on Monday afternoon. We really had not the slightest idea anyone in CVCF except for Yibin (who is currently ENJOYING himself in some parts of China). So when we reached the station, and introduced ourselves one by one to the people there, i heard a few exclaimed.
"So you're the guoyuan...!!!"
i was like *sweat drop*... oh man... how come they know me? Did that stupid Yibin spread rumours about me... now i got no image liao... =S
haha... fortunately that dear brother of me didn't say anything bad. hahaha... for that i shall treat him Swensens ice cream when he comes back.

Also another thing... during the orientation, i kept telling people i'm a very shy person. And you know what? NO ONE BELIEVED ME!! I mean i really am shy what. I'm not like the Adrian Tong shy kind of shy... but the really shy kind of shy. sheesh... i seriously have no idea what's the definition of shy nowadays... been warped over the decades i believed.

Cecilia's class on Jonah's prayers was really edifying. Indeed as i dwell more and more in His Word, i felt that prayers to God were never simple to start with. I mean yes you can say praying is easy...but yet it is not easy. Easy in that we have direct access to God, not easy in that it is God's desire that we pray in His will and pray by His qualities and character as well as promises. Not simple... solid foundation of the Truth is the prerequisite.

And something so maddening happened just now. Argh!! I was walking pass my Luohan Fish to my toilet when that fish just made a commotion in the tank and splashed large volume of water onto me. ARGH!! my pants were wet as a result. That cunning fish... purposely do it... think it doesn't like me. Not that i like it anyway... that bugger fish. i shall add dettol in its tank tonight... so much for splashing water on my pants.

=P

Monday, July 10, 2006

Hectic Week Ahead

It was a pretty stressful week for me, as i had to lead the Bible Study for my group last Saturday. And worse still, ShenJun had to come halfway to stress me out even more. I'm not grumbling lah, in fact i was glad that he was there to clarify some doubts and to direct my focus during the teaching. Yup... but seriously speaking, it was NOT easy at all. Knowledge and content is one thing, but to make sure people understand your flow of thoughts is another. Oh well, from Yiqiang and Huijun's conversations... i think i cannot escape the destiny of leading the many more to come. =S... STRESS STRESS STRESS!!

Just came back from badminton few hours ago. It was a good match. Especially enjoyed the one when i paired with Moses against Junyao and Yiqiang. Every point majiam so hard to earn lah. It was a good game nevertheless... though coordination not really there. HAHA! most of the time i was the one committing all the faults. Hee hee.

HONG EN! How come you've started to suan me already? You're never like that last time one loh. What has Yiqiang done to you in China? Hao de bu xue xue huai de! Sigh... i think with u at my left and Yibin at my right i can forsee my NUS days are gonna be so CHAM! hAhA!

gotta sleep liao... tmr orientation... so excited!

Friday, July 07, 2006

aLoNe iN tHe wAtEr

Have you ever gone to a public pool for a swim, with many people suntanning at the deck, and you're the only one swimming in the pool?

Yeap... i did.

And to think halfway during my laps i was thinking...
"Did someone shit inside the pool that's why no one is down here swimming?"
"Did someone died in the pool just now? Don't tell me that ambulance which zoomed by..."
"Are they having some water works or something?"
You know, it was just so weird not to have anyone in the pool swimming lah.
In the end, my worries were unjustified. *phew*

To tell the truth, i am not exactly EXCITED to go to uni. Nor am i expecting myself to have a HIGH life down there. Perhaps i might be awarded the "most BORING personality" award or something which my friend assured me i'll never get it as long as the Faculty of Engineering is still in existence. Oops... there goes... now i've made a faculty load of enemies even before my first day of Uni. =S

Anyway, next week will be a busy week for me... so i think my posts will be delayed for a short period of time. =)

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Sayonara to my beloved Brother

Woke up drudgingly at 3am in the early morning. Gosh, only slept like 2 hours... accompanied with lots of weird dreams. When are dreams not weird anyway? Guess that's the line drawn between dreams and reality. Oh man, what am i talking about? i'm supposed to talk about my beloved brother... not my dreams. Ok...

To my beloved brother:
I know this doesn't sound right, but i'm not really gonna that miss you so so much cos afterall you'll be only be gone for 3 weeks. But of cos your absence will definitely have some impact on me. I shall stop here for fear the following contents will be too mushy and people will start grabbing the nearest paper bag to regurgitate what they've just eaten. Hope you've read the card i gave to you at the airport and the prayer before you vanished into the crowd at the departure hall. Take hold of every opened opportunity for the power of the Spirit to work through you in sharing and edifying and i'm definitely excited to hear your sharings when you come back. =) In the meantime take care and rest assured you're kept in my prayers.

Ruth, Rebecca, Yibin and I


So after bidding farewell to this beloved bro of mine, Ruth, Rebecca and I took off to the Visitor's Centre to get brochures before adjourning home via MRT. Had a nice sharing with both of them. SOmetimes i really do admire their passion and fervent for the Lord... it seems like to them, living a life in the Lord is like writing a fresh chapter of an adventure story every day. =)

Ooh... the morning squalls aka 'sumatras' hit this morning. Such lovely weather to cuddle in the comfort of my quilt blanket. As a result, i slept the whole morning. Hee hee... what a luxury. I've declared today REST DAY for me anyway at the beginning of this week. At least that did ease my guilt a little... hee hee.

Preparing for my Bible Study on Sat and i still haven't finish it. But by grace of God i got to know that tmr's rock climbing is cancelled due to NUS Rag Day so i have another day to work on it. Thank God! He's so gracious to me. =)

In the meantime i better get offline right now and get back to work.

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Beaten n Burnt

Spent the morning rollerblading with Adrian at ECP. Got to know his friend Jasper whom i think was pretty shy. Hmmm. Anyway, my legs were like lead (due to the machine rowing, weights and swim the day before) thus i was practically at my gear 2 speed. hAhA. when we reached the end of ECP (at the SAF Chalet area), we sat down at a cool spot to enjoy the sea breeze blowing to our face.



Then i saw this man sunbathing at the beach. He was throwing sticks. So i presumed he had a dog with him... probably playing 'catch' or something. THen i realised to my horror that that guy was wearing a skimpy bright red trunks... and there were no dogs...only another skimpilly-clad guy nearby. Oh man...!!! i wouldn't want to know or guess what were they doing man... eeks

After lunch at Macs, we adjourned on our journey to Queenstown Swimming COmplex to swim. Nice place, nice crowd (quantity not quality), nice sun...hmmm...nice pool. COuldn't believe i actually swam...considering i swam the day before and most probably am going to swim tomorrow...oh wadeva!

Thank you Hong En for driving us back home from church. Hee hee...
and thank you Adrian for the rojak...
yup...i'll be missing you once u go to Australia...
but don't worry...i'll come and haunt you there during the holis.
hAhA

So tired.... *yawn*

i have WINGS!

It was a pretty tiring day. Of cos, not forgetting i still had not recovered from my pull-up session on Monday, my wings were aching like mad. Oh man.

Spent the morning with God... and John 9 really woke me up from slumber. I really admire the courage and faith of the blind man whom Jesus had healed. In face of the opposition from the Pharisees and the consequence of being excommunicated, he refuted the Pharisees for their spiritual blindness. Also, when Jesus came to find him and told him He is the Son of Man, the blind man said "Lord, I believe." and he worshipped Him. Such beautiful faith illustrated. How many a times in face of His wondrous Truth do we bow down to Him and obey Him? How many a times do we live a life of worship, a pleasing aroma to Him? In fact, how many a times do we even read His Word? Look at the blind man, he stood courageously for Christ! How many a times do we take courage to stand up for Jesus in the world?

I'm not pointing fingers, for i'm guilty too. Let it be a reminder that His 2nd Coming is really near and let us not be asleep like Jonah anymore.

Went gymming with Justin in the early afternoon before going for a swim after that. Yes... i was out of my mind... considering later on this morning i would be going rollerblading and swimming too. GOSH!

Before i end my note, just wanna tell Aik Keong that NO WAY will i ever say a woodpecker in my eye ok. I mean a peck of wood does sound right wat. (just in case you guys were wondering wat's going on... it's ok... not many ppl will understand)

=)

Monday, July 03, 2006

Strange Behaviour

Had a storm last night. I woke up, and guessed what's the first thing i did.

Close the windows?
Nope!
Spread out my blanket?
Nope!
Check out my hamster to see if it has drowned?
Nope!

i went to plug out the phoneline from my modem for fear the lightning will strike the phone line causing a power surge which might spoil my modem and i wouldn't be able to upload my photos anymore onto blogger.

Alright... i think too much...

*i seriously have no idea whether my body can take the activities i've planned for it in the days to come.*

S.U.N.D.A.Y

After service today, i had lunch with Caiyun, Calvin and his mum at the hawker centre. I really think Calvin's mum is very cute. She loves to eat Fried Carrot Cake but she dared not eat it alone cos it's oily...so she loves to order it when there's a large crowd around so that we could share the 'burden'. Haha. Thank you auntie for always giving us side dishes... felt really bad actually. =P

Spent the afternoon napping... albeit with disruption from Huijin's incessant smses. Sigh...

Spent the evening rollerblading with Yiqiang, Yibin, Huijun, Jasmin and Huiying. I must say all of them did improved tremendously. Oh well, i did try teaching Huiying the cool U-turn but i guessed she kind of practised so much that she gave a magnificent fall when she attempted (accidentally) to turn at a hump. *spectacular*

Taking a rest

I find this pic pretty amusing


Had our late night dinner/supper at Holland V Coffee Club Express. It was fun chatting up and i had to admit the Prawn Pasta was really good...so was the muddy pie. Yum Yum! Oh well, after the supper, Yiqiang Yibin and I went to our void deck playground to do some pull ups. Was pleasantly surprised i could still manage the 'freak show'. Haha... Alright... pretty late now... 0144 in the early twilight morn... zzzZZzzz

At Coffee Club Express

The 'sedap' Mudpie